Is time infinite, does it exist?
The swallows are building their nests behind the wire mesh now. It was designed to keep them away, out of human traffic. The swallows don't know this. They only know that somewhere in them, so deep it is imperceptible, is the understanding that this is where they are supposed to build their homes. It is so true to them it is fact unnoticed. They cannot speak it, even if they could speak. They cannot think it. They remember.
My copy of the Nag Hammadi library arrived today.
From Three Forms of First Thought:
"For I shall tell you a mystery of this age and tell you about the forces in it. Birth beckons birth, hour gives birth to hour, day gives birth to day. Months inform the month, time goes around following time. This age was completed in this fashion, and it turned out to be short, as a finger releases a finger and a joint separates from a joint."This morning when I woke up, there were people around, I could hear them. Moving and speaking, voices. Telephones. Footsteps. I worked late and slept late. It takes so much energy to surrender.
That's the humor of it. And this is my vocabulary today:
Memory:
The length of time over which the recollection of a person extends.
So as to keep alive.
Record:
To take to heart.
To remind.
To bare witness.
Remember:
To bear in mind.
To think of or recall with some kind of feeling, intention.
Recollect:
To collect or gather.
To bring back again.
Light is the means by which matter becomes conceivable, and can be remembered. Collected. Again and again.
Speaking of time: I can't believe the coffee shop closes at 5. What kind of people can live in a world where there's no coffee shop after 5pm?
Not I, said the cat. Not I.

you forgot "resent".
ReplyDeleteThe swallows have been praying for help with their houses. They think that god sent the wire mesh...When they found it nailed up one morning in exactly the place they were thinking. Now, they are busy working happily knowing that god is a personal god who hears their prayers.
ReplyDeleteDoes Time measure movement? Does Time measure story? a ruler measures inches, but does the second hand measure time? What is the etymology of this word? who are its parents, its people? From What land does Time descend? This I have to know before I decide.
ReplyDelete"It is so true to them it is fact unnoticed". Your description of the swallows perfectly describes your relationship to your own art. Pursue it, build from the materials effortlessly at hand, ignore the wire mesh - it is not real. Spread your wings and fly!
ReplyDeleteThat photo is absolutely stunning!